a day late!

I know I am a day late. I had planed on writing last night but then A did not feel like going to bed at bed time so she was up till 11. No she was not  playing but laying on my chest as I watched Sister wives. We had already spent an hour up in her room with me on the floor but she was not having any off it. Just not settling down.  But she finely ended up falling asleep and I got to watch my show.
This week really did not do much ha what's new! On Sunday I did weed part of my parents garden. That has to count for something. I did 10 rows. There are 31 left if that gives you an idea of size of garden. Not your normal size yard garden! I am sore today but it felt so good to get that done and it looks so nice. I really just want to go do some more maybe on Thursday I will go get some more done.

I also did not get time to weigh myself. So I did that tonight after A fell sleep (on time :) ). I am at 333.1 tonight!!!! So another 2.8 gone!!! Let's see what happens next week.

lost another.

I am now at 335.9. Not a lot this week but you know what I am happy it went down again.  I was lazy this week and eat bad! I had pop about 4 of them. But I am not a huge pop drinker as much as I once had been. So yes I gave up pop but now it's back again but really I don't drink a ton! If you get what I am saying. I will say this I will not buy a case of pop ever again unless it's for a party. I also eat bad this week so yeah but still I am down another pound so it's all good! Have a great week all. This week I will be trying to work out a little more at night.

Week 1 done

So this week was the start of things and it came with a set back. I did something to my knee while at work. I was just walking in the freezer and it did something. So I have not do a lot of exercise this week. I have been eating better which must have done something. Today I weighed myself and it said 337.3! Still a big number but you know what IT DID NOT COME ON IN ONE DAY, SO IT WON'T COME OFF IN ONE DAY! I am just happy it has gone down and that it's not more!!!


On another nowt. A went to her dad's this weekend. Wait I don't think I told you guys he came back to town and is again working with me... (yeah lots of fun not!). He sees A when I works for him. She is not his top priority sadly. I want him in her life but I just wish he would see her more regularly. So any who. He took her till Monday. Trade off was very hard I was in tears as he put her in the car seat. She was kicking her feet and crying and telling me to sit next to her. I broke down once I shut the door. I can't wait to get her back tomorrow!

hello again

So it's been awhile. Ok it's been almost a year!!! OMG wow. So I have came back cause I want to redirect my blog into a weight loss blog(yeah I know yet another weight loss blog). I just think I need a place to come and talk about what I am doing where I it's public but yet no one is really reading it. If you are reading it that is GREAT!!! My true goal is to be half of what I am today. I want to at least be in the 100's!! I want to be able to take A to Disney land/world by the time she is 6 which is in 4 years!(how sad!!!). My goal with this blog is to try and post my updates and my eating habits and what I want to change and how I am going to try to change my lifestyle! I want to weigh myself once a week.

This is me at my heaviest I will ever be. Today I weigh 341.5. I will NEVER weigh this again!!!


My first goal is to stop drinking pop again. I did it a few years ago but I started up again. The hardest part of this goal is going to be lunch at work cause pop is a quarter for a can. I should/need to drink more water which is a quarter too. The other hard thing is going out to eat. Why can't milk be included in the price of a meal not just a pop or why can't I get refills free!! Or how about being treated nicely about ordering just water from the waitress cause now I did not spend more so they could get a bigger tip(I have had this happen before!)  I have about 6 cans left here at the house. Once they are gone that will be it for the pop.

So now for the life update. I got the house, moved in at the beginning of September. My sister moved into my basement in November. At first I was unsure about it but now I enjoy it cause we don't always hang out but she helps with A when I need it. Like if I need to mow she will watch A for me so I can get it done. O one bad about the house I happened to step on a carpet staple and it shot into my foot. I was talked into going to the dr. when it was close to a month with it in. I then found out it was something medal thanks to an x ray. I then saw a foot specialist where she told me the sad new that I would need surgery to get it out. So it was in for 2 months before I found out what it really was and man did it all hurt.  I turned 26, A turned 2!! We had a Mickey mouse party for her. We had lots of fun. Um now we are back to June where it is my busy season at work. On Friday I worked 12 hours, Saturday worked 9 hours. So if at first I am not on here on the same day every week please forgive me.

OK so I think I am done with all this tonight. Thanks for reading it all and sorry it got so long. Sorry it took so long to get back to you.