It's been awhile

Hi. Sorry I know I have been away for awhile. I just stepped on the scale and it says 323.3. Nothing big has happened in the past 6 months. Gone on a few dates. Met a few guys. Just meet a new one in the new year and so far it's going good. Hope things are well.

told the diet to go fuck it self

Ha so bad week Just did not care. I am now at 332. whatever. This week I will be better again!

gained this week.

So I gained 1.6 this week. So at 331.7. That just means I have to watch what I eat a little better. This past week was bad with me working earlier hours and my sister not being around much and holiday so eat bad. I know it is coming and I know I need to start doing more exercising. My other goal is to start putting the fork down between bits and not stuffing my mouth full and then chewing. Have a great week all!

yeah yeah I know I am late again.

Give me a break I am a single mom! Ha lol. No Sunday I forgot till I was in bed and then yesterday A would not go to bed for me. O and I kind of felt like what is the point when no one is reading this but I have to do this for me. So tonight I really did not want to wight myself but I did. Drum roll please.....330.1!!!! Heck yes another 3 down. I have to say I think I need to thank my sister for helping me eat better! Thanks K. J.  Ok let's see if next week we can do better.

a day late!

I know I am a day late. I had planed on writing last night but then A did not feel like going to bed at bed time so she was up till 11. No she was not  playing but laying on my chest as I watched Sister wives. We had already spent an hour up in her room with me on the floor but she was not having any off it. Just not settling down.  But she finely ended up falling asleep and I got to watch my show.
This week really did not do much ha what's new! On Sunday I did weed part of my parents garden. That has to count for something. I did 10 rows. There are 31 left if that gives you an idea of size of garden. Not your normal size yard garden! I am sore today but it felt so good to get that done and it looks so nice. I really just want to go do some more maybe on Thursday I will go get some more done.

I also did not get time to weigh myself. So I did that tonight after A fell sleep (on time :) ). I am at 333.1 tonight!!!! So another 2.8 gone!!! Let's see what happens next week.

lost another.

I am now at 335.9. Not a lot this week but you know what I am happy it went down again.  I was lazy this week and eat bad! I had pop about 4 of them. But I am not a huge pop drinker as much as I once had been. So yes I gave up pop but now it's back again but really I don't drink a ton! If you get what I am saying. I will say this I will not buy a case of pop ever again unless it's for a party. I also eat bad this week so yeah but still I am down another pound so it's all good! Have a great week all. This week I will be trying to work out a little more at night.

Week 1 done

So this week was the start of things and it came with a set back. I did something to my knee while at work. I was just walking in the freezer and it did something. So I have not do a lot of exercise this week. I have been eating better which must have done something. Today I weighed myself and it said 337.3! Still a big number but you know what IT DID NOT COME ON IN ONE DAY, SO IT WON'T COME OFF IN ONE DAY! I am just happy it has gone down and that it's not more!!!


On another nowt. A went to her dad's this weekend. Wait I don't think I told you guys he came back to town and is again working with me... (yeah lots of fun not!). He sees A when I works for him. She is not his top priority sadly. I want him in her life but I just wish he would see her more regularly. So any who. He took her till Monday. Trade off was very hard I was in tears as he put her in the car seat. She was kicking her feet and crying and telling me to sit next to her. I broke down once I shut the door. I can't wait to get her back tomorrow!